Beautiful Disgrace中文是什么意思？

美丽的耻辱
满矛盾的一歌名额
歌词如下
I see the real you
You put me in my place
Close to perfection
You抮e out of control; you抮e out of control
Pardon me I feel the need to scream
I抦 ill Stuck in the chemical abyss
I抦 gripping at the walls around me
Pardon me if I was laughing at the crimes
I was laughing at the way you lie
Tell me why
All my lies come down to this
愠ause I don抰 need friends who try to wrap me up in red tape
Get 慹m off my back they抮e dead weight
In case you didn抰 catch my signs the first time let me tell you again
All my life I tried to explain how I love myself to release the pain
Anti-magnetic so quit your bitching, lying, crying
Tell me why
Lately inside I抦 giving in to revenge
Tell me why I抦 in over my head
Why I抦 in over my head
I抦 in so deep that
Orgy
When I wake up I don抰 wanna know you
Tell me my name again
You抮e just a bea