我不想说我很忙，但的确如此，真的不愿意这样的过活，好想见你，你的信都可已看到，了解了你的生活

I don't want to say I'm busy,
Unfortunely it is so.
I don't want to live like this,
Staying far away from you.
I don't want to watch your life from letters,
Not really being with you.
I miss you so bad,
And there is not a single moment that I don't want to see you.

In the hustle and bustle i hate to tell you now I am.
But reality bites.
Truely so much such a style of life i feel repulsed.
You are what i long to see.
From your letter your life i feel deep and breathed.

P.S你提供的句子本身美感受不足哦,所以译的时候唯有想像其情感,再编辑,希望不要介意.