请帮忙翻译成流畅的英语，谢谢

Muddled understood

time leaves gradually
I begin to understand slowly
it is not my negative affection
but I have no alternative way

all that and this
you don't understand clearly
love world goes joyfully and sorrowfully
but I
just wants to obtain you,my loving!

糊涂的明白：Careless understand
时间渐渐的离开：Time gradually leaves
我慢慢的明白 ：I am slowly understand
不是我不爱：Isn't that I don't love
而是我有太多的无奈：But is that I have too many helpless
而这一切的一切：But everything of all these

你并不明白:You aren't understand
爱情的世界 :The world of love
充满快乐与悲哀:Be full of happiness and woe
而我:But I
只想得到你的爱:The love which wants to get you