Lost in my life..HELP!!

i am gonna to be lost ..

well..
i am outstanding in others' eyes since i was very young..
a pretty girl with a smart mind..
high marks..
good condition..
joys,laughs,happiness,praise...u know..everyday was so beautiful..till the day ,he died..my father.

that's not all..my sis betrayed ..exactly when i need her most..
the word "family" became nothing of sudden.
just 'cause money,the profit.

life sucks,
hearts suffers.

i cannot deny that i did lose heart.
lose heart to what i had never wondered before..
like,
family.

once a time i wanna rot myself ..really..it's such a torment.
i am just a little girl..

but i realised i cannot..when i see my mom..
when i see her crying in the dark.
every sigh,
every sob,
every tear..
i cannot let her worry about me..
i need to be strong ..
i am the only one she can rely

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