英文翻译 im going to so kill myself if i ever fall in love ever agaiin

im going to so kill myself if i ever fall in love ever agaiin
是什么意思？？
我会杀了自己，如果我再次爱上任何人。

你怎么会爱上我 英文怎么说 用HOW COME开头写
How come you fell in love with me?

我总觉得你是在开玩笑 英文怎么说~~
I always felt that you were joking.

im going to so kill myself if i ever fall in love ever agaiin
我已经心灰意冷 不再期待爱情 （如果能提供语境 翻译会更准确）

你怎么会爱上我
How come you get a crush on me?

我总觉得你是在开玩笑
I always think you are kidding

前两句翻译：

我不可能再爱上一个人了。

How come you would love me?

第三句话我不明白你想表达什么意思。

如果我再陷入爱情,我就会杀了自己
(=_= 哇)
how come u fall in love with me?
how could u possibly fall in love with me?

I always think you are kidding
i always think you are fooling around

1，我要是再恋爱就自杀。
2，how come you fall in love with me
3.i always feel you are kidding me

我一定会杀啦自己要是我在掉进爱河.

how come you love me?