麻烦帮忙翻译下 （中文转英文）

来源：百度知道 编辑：UC知道 时间：2024/09/24 16:28:12
我的脆弱为什么那么不堪一击的透露出来，我算什么，连保持自己内心想法也掩饰不了，到最后还是自己痛，在这工作快1年了，我有没有什么改变，我还象那最当初的自己嘛，那个一切对自己什么都不重要，不去理会，我还是改变了，1个人走在街上，那感觉很清晰的告诉自己，经历了使我变的很孤单，我连自己在想什么都不在清楚，我的目标终止了，我累了，在怎么去追求我始终一无所有，没人明白我，没人懂我，我又开始徘徊那了，那很美嘛？我在逃避嘛？谢谢我这生命里结实的朋友，很感谢你们，不知道我的生命在什么时候终结掉，我象看透了这个世界，太多的东西使人经历的很累很累，遇见她也许是我生命里最大的错误，至少没有遇到她之前我的目标只有去拥有物质上东西，人都会经历这些，但我说过我爱了，会疯的，我控制不了自己，因为爱所以爱，我真的那么在乎？我不想在出现了，只会痛，有没有人象我这样的失败，为了这，突然想去死了，每个人都很自私，我这样太自私了，在生与死之间我徘徊着，死后，有人会记起我？我盘旋着，直到我不痛了，呵呵，我拥有着精神上的影子，我明白？人生如梦，我恨你，我恨自己这么脆弱，
和我想的意思完全不同，我狠需要这些，希望高手能帮我翻译下，谢谢了

Dream life, I hate you, I hate myself so fragile

Why do I so vulnerable to the fragility of the revealed, what I considered, and even the idea of maintaining their own heart has failed to cover up, to end their pain, the work in this fast 1 years, I have not changed, I also like that the most them had their own, that nothing in all of their important, do we not care about, I changed a person walking down the street, it felt very clear to tell myself, I experienced a change in a very lonely, I could not even own what is not in the clear, my goal was terminated, I was tired, in how I have nothing to pursue, no one understands me, no one understands me, and I began to hover it, it do beautiful? I avoid them?

I the disclosure which why is frail that collapses at the first blow, I calculate anything, including maintained oneself innermost feelings idea also cannot conceal, to the pain, in this work nearly 1 year, I had any change finally, I also looked like that most ini