请翻译这首歌？它又表达了什麽主题？

这是暮光之城里的音乐吧，听过的 好听。希望对你有帮助。

I was a quick wet boy
我曾是个爱哭的男孩
Diving too deep for coins
潜入水里寻找硬币
All of your street light eyes
那些街灯般温和的双眼
Wide on my plastic toys
视线覆盖在我的塑料玩具上
And when the cops closed the fair
当警察关闭了集市
I cut my long baby hair
我剪掉了儿时的长发
Stole me a dog-eared map
偷了张卷边地图
And called for you everywhere
开始到处寻你
Have I found you?
我找到你了吗
Flightless bird
折翼的鸟
jealous, weeping
嫉妒、哭泣...
Or lost you?
抑或我失去了你？
American mouth
美国的河口
Big pill looming
伤口隐隐作痛...

Now I’m a fat house cat
现在我是一只胖胖的家猫
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
舔着肿痛麻木的舌头
Watching the warm poison rats
看着快被毒死的老鼠
Curl through the wide fence cracks
蜷缩着穿过围篱的宽裂缝
Pissing on magazine photos
在杂志的照片上撒野
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
将那些鱼饵扔进冰冷而纯净的
Blood of Christ mountai