帮帮忙 把下面几段话翻译成英文：

上google上吧，里面有英汉互译。

A lot to want to directly say to you, but without the courage, fear you feel tired, and would like to write to you say, but it has stopped writing pen, and only through me, to not re-used way to tell you My truth,
You know, though I make mistakes a lot of things, and every time regarded to hurt you, but I too care about the feelings between you and me have overstepped the bounds of this move, I hope you forgive me, I just want you to be able to for giving me this opportunity to let you go on with me, and nothing more.

I want to say something, but I'm not brave enough, because I fear to let you feel tired. I'd like to write to you, finally I stoped, and just only to present my heart to you by this way.
Do you know,though I ever did something wrong,and hurt you, I did those because I was love you so much, and now I beg your pardon, and I just hope you can give one more chance to be your lifelong companion