请高手英语翻译一段话，好多人都翻译的不够好

My heart these past few days has not been very good, very hesitant. Broke up with me more than a year, I still miss her, my friends asked me where she was in the end Well, you do not talk so forget her, and she also did a lot of things make you sad about it. To be honest, my heart is still quite hate her. But that hatred has been blurred. A person in the room, a kind of loneliness, lonely around me. The sky does not feel that they have previously brighter. But I am still me, even if I do not have favorite people and loves me, I still have a strong everyday life. Of my life, do not just have a love, but also contains a lot a lot of friends, family

这几天我的心情都一直不是很好，很犹豫。我分手一年多了，我还是很想念她，朋友们问过我，她到底哪里好啊，你这么忘记不聊她，而且她还做过让你心痛的很多事情。说实话，我心情还是挺恨她的。但是那种恨已经模糊了。一个人在房间里，有种寂寞，孤独围绕着我。感觉自己的天空不在有以前的明亮了。但是我还是我，即使我没有最爱的人和爱我的人，我还是得每天坚强的生活。我的生命中，不只是拥有爱情，还包含好多好多的友情，亲情
My heart these past few days has not been very good, very hesitant. Broke up with me more than a year, I still miss her, my friends