没有了以前那种闲来无事，拈花微笑的雅致,请帮忙翻译一下英文

In my leisure time, I have lost the graceful delectation for twiddling a flower while simling like before.

I have already lost a enjoyable mood of delight in flowers with a smile when I had nothing to do.

That kind is free and at leisure before not having, the smiling grace that pick up the flower