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All of a sudden, I feel being betrayed, and don't know why.

How can one never understand?

Ah!The only word to define it is "foolish".

Do you have, nevertheless, a faintest idea of what I am think about?

A latter sense usually

Makes feel worse,

I ostensibly said "I don't care", though.

But do I really think so?

And I even don't quite get myself.

Deep into contemplation,

I find what I need is only a sense of security.

搞定...:)

I don't know why a betrayal feeling suddenly appeared...
Why could you never understand?
He! Maybe you are just too stupid.
But do you understand my feeling?
You are always so boeotian....
It may make me sad...
Although i always say 'it's ok!'
I do really not care about it, do i?!
But I really do not understand what's the hell i am thinking about..