大家能给我一些伤感的短文吗?

So,this is it.It's last for more than two years.The third year is coming up.But everything has changed.Though i do whatever i can,things never get right.
I lost my comfidence.I just like a fool,nothing can handle.But i can't stop thinking her,the girl has stay with me for so long.Today maybe just the right time to me.
What a terroble day!I tired of missing,tired of loving,tired of waiting, even tired of being alive.So sad i hear the song which she most like.My heart is broken.Seems like a blade thrusts in it.
How can i through the valentine's day?Perhaps travelling everywhere by myself is a good choice and good chance.I hope it can help me forget it.U know how strongly i want to lost my memory?whatever,I always believe that tomorrow things gonna be right.
The face of her will present in my brain forever.I wish her find the ture happiness.And I think I can finally find a girl who keeps loving me all her life.
this```is the time for me to have