请问这是什么意思？能翻译一下吗》？谢谢了

来源：百度知道 编辑：UC知道 时间：2024/09/23 09:32:59
today‘what's the matter for me? my heart had a great pain. i want to find my grandfather. i don't kowm what's wrong with me.he treat me badly.i hate him.tomorrow is his birthday.i hope he can happy.in fact ,i don't like to qurral with him. i am very tired,in my oppiaion
the best chosing is to go away.it is more than one year since we get togrther.but now, we just qurral!
so i want to die..

今天我是怎么了？我的心很痛。我想找到我的爷爷。我不知道我怎么了。他对我很不好。我恨他。明天是他的生日，我希望他开心。实际上，我不喜欢和他争吵，我很累！在我看来，最好的选择是离开。我们在一起一年多了。但是现在，我们只有争吵。所以我想死！
ps:这个....不是你要说的话吧，有什么不开心的，和他谈谈就好了！死，不是一个好的解决方法