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Asked oh my life very to be don't mistakenly chaotic, I did not talkclearly also say unclearly. The friend recently said I have changedsensible, mature, has been gentle, actually they did not understand. Ithought I now the situation is timid, is the fear, is feels inferior,is not helps. Early morning gets up feared sees the sunlight, eveningsleeps fears darkness. Therefore in my room forever all pulls thewindow blind to operate the electric lamp. I struggle in the darknight and the daytime, in timid and is brave grows up. I did notunderstand I am fearing any, also not clear own are piling up any. Allmatters all are not willing to think much that, all ideas all throwafter the brain. My some times feel own spiritless, but I or do notwant to go want too many, I feared I thought too many own withstand, Ifeared I want understood oneself could not complete, I feared somepeople had the anticipation to me, I feared let the person bedisappointed to me. Timidly tells me to say; Do not wan